ahhhh shall blog about a nice and happy weekend amidst the sufferings of army life. ok la cannot be so desolate already after all i'm in bmt... but i still maintain that 'fun' is not in the vocab of army life. fri night! went to xb house to stayover... got bay, posef, max also. then play citadels forever but faintZ keep losing but damn funnn. so long never do these things. keep trying to organize but ugh army~ don't need to say anything le. sat came back... then in the afternoon got secretZ mission *gift* aiya but don't think they read my blog anyway. caution~ then go for bmt... lolz degenerate as usual but just felt good to whack... feel the flow~ experience. unconscious competence. lolz more like... hm... nvm. must learn to jail the reflective psyche and just... flowZ. then celebrated maf for a short while with the bmt gang... oldies laughZ. then weeee go to shang's house and had apple strudel (lolz his bday cake) on a swing. 4 of us only... haiz dwindling numbers. but nvm la must have faith in what wen wrote in her letter. sunday! church, log discussion on pdl (faintZ i am getting confined on my session weeeeeeek ughZ). then the long-overdue meal with jh at dingtaifung. xiaolongbao! =) <3 had a nice chat and caught up... and he's going to nus law too!!!! and that brings us to the next paragraph. (what an awfullyyyy convoluted para...)
ben, jz, posef, jh, soo. omggggggg wth. so manyyy good friends going to nus law! such fun ppl! seriously it's gonna be freaking fun laaaa. i really reallyyyyyyyy wanna get into nus now. i mean the other reasons apply also la: prestige, security, relevance, pride... but those reasons didn't make me fear not getting into nus. but noww! i know it's really hardly a good reason (at least that's what most ppl will think... not me)... but considering that army has vanquished 2 years of our youth, uni is like the only opportunity left to maximize wdv vitality we have left! and this! would be some apogee of fun~ maybe i'm being quite idealistic. but it's understandable since these ppl (and others) are all currently like... straggling at the ends of my social web. barely keeping everyone connected... even tho i keep going out with ppl during weekends, my list of ppl to meet and go out with just keeps getting longer -.- somehow the rate of drifting is faster than the rate of being able to keep in contact. ok la a bit paranoid. probably not that morbid...
oh yes and i forgot... significant! went to blade at ecp with dad and kor... and after that had family dinner at home. tom yam steamboat~ *praises aunty anula*
and the cycle of sianness begins again. 5 more days to bookout (hopefullyyyyy). must believeZ. sarge and ben both have exercise... shang booked in ytd -.- so i'm really lucky already. but it's normal (though wrong perhaps)... everyone feels their situation is the worst, no matter what others experience or what sufferings had preceded already. oh well. i found this quote that i really liked in my raffles WORDS notebook.
Plato: "Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle." =)
Name: Foo Guo Zhong Melvyn
Age: 19+
Affiliations: MSHS (Pri), Rosyth, RI, RJC, SFX (LoG)
Bday: 14th Nov
Email: mel_protoss@hotmail.com
ahhhh shall blog about a nice and happy weekend amidst the sufferings of army life. ok la cannot be so desolate already after all i'm in bmt... but i still maintain that 'fun' is not in the vocab of army life. fri night! went to xb house to stayover... got bay, posef, max also. then play citadels forever but faintZ keep losing but damn funnn. so long never do these things. keep trying to organize but ugh army~ don't need to say anything le. sat came back... then in the afternoon got secretZ mission *gift* aiya but don't think they read my blog anyway. caution~ then go for bmt... lolz degenerate as usual but just felt good to whack... feel the flow~ experience. unconscious competence. lolz more like... hm... nvm. must learn to jail the reflective psyche and just... flowZ. then celebrated maf for a short while with the bmt gang... oldies laughZ. then weeee go to shang's house and had apple strudel (lolz his bday cake) on a swing. 4 of us only... haiz dwindling numbers. but nvm la must have faith in what wen wrote in her letter. sunday! church, log discussion on pdl (faintZ i am getting confined on my session weeeeeeek ughZ). then the long-overdue meal with jh at dingtaifung. xiaolongbao! =) <3 had a nice chat and caught up... and he's going to nus law too!!!! and that brings us to the next paragraph. (what an awfullyyyy convoluted para...)
ben, jz, posef, jh, soo. omggggggg wth. so manyyy good friends going to nus law! such fun ppl! seriously it's gonna be freaking fun laaaa. i really reallyyyyyyyy wanna get into nus now. i mean the other reasons apply also la: prestige, security, relevance, pride... but those reasons didn't make me fear not getting into nus. but noww! i know it's really hardly a good reason (at least that's what most ppl will think... not me)... but considering that army has vanquished 2 years of our youth, uni is like the only opportunity left to maximize wdv vitality we have left! and this! would be some apogee of fun~ maybe i'm being quite idealistic. but it's understandable since these ppl (and others) are all currently like... straggling at the ends of my social web. barely keeping everyone connected... even tho i keep going out with ppl during weekends, my list of ppl to meet and go out with just keeps getting longer -.- somehow the rate of drifting is faster than the rate of being able to keep in contact. ok la a bit paranoid. probably not that morbid...
oh yes and i forgot... significant! went to blade at ecp with dad and kor... and after that had family dinner at home. tom yam steamboat~ *praises aunty anula*
and the cycle of sianness begins again. 5 more days to bookout (hopefullyyyyy). must believeZ. sarge and ben both have exercise... shang booked in ytd -.- so i'm really lucky already. but it's normal (though wrong perhaps)... everyone feels their situation is the worst, no matter what others experience or what sufferings had preceded already. oh well. i found this quote that i really liked in my raffles WORDS notebook.
Plato: "Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle." =)